Tuesday, August 20, 2013

How I feel after that day

i know it was my decision before,
but how come it become more painful on me
how come you keep lingers in my mind
how come it happen to me 
I thought it was you my fate.

i was smile but my tears couldn't stop fall
trying to make myself being busy so i can forget you even for only a second
trying to watch gag movie but every single scene seems like it was sad movie
trying to listen cheerful song but my playlist kept play sad song
it just didn't work on me

even you came up in my dream 
waving and saying good bye towards me
holding your girlfriend's hand and smiling brightly just like before when you held my arms 
why only me the one who hurt by my own decision

crying over you in late nights
my eyes were swollen 
crying over you when woke up
my eyes were swollen
I lost my mind, i know i regret it.

should i pullback all of my words to you 
and say that i still need you
i still love you
so would you hold me back like before

one step, two step
i left you but it left painful on me, why
one step, two step
i left you but I'm the one hurt, why

become insane for these days 
pretend that you're here besides me and talk to me nicely
but when i blinking my eyes, i see nothing in front of me.
you'ren't here.

but now it seems too late 
nothings remains me in your heart.
you must be hurt by me
you must be hurt like me

I just can't remove you
I just can't forget you 
could you tell me how to do it properly 
could you show me how to do it properly
it seems easy on you, so please show me.


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